Poems

12/02/2019

I saw rivers of your tears when I left
It flooded not only in my heart but also my eyes
Where your tears were accompanied
With an endless rain
Which ended up destroying
What I thought was my beautiful garden
But only for me to see no effort in it
Your tears were sincere
That where I walked would be clear
Your clouds were warm
Like the eyes that burns in passion
You were like summer rain
Which relieved everyone
From the scotching sun
You were not what I needed
But what I ended up loving

By Melissah Nyamhunga

31/01/2019

I'm not strong enough
to let go or not to regret later
I'm not strong enough to move on
Not even after being distracted
There is a feeling inside which u can never ignore
A cloud 9 feeling that u once felt
And you feel like it didn't just end there
Nomatter how much you wanna feel it
Or you think you have given up on that
It's still the moment that you appreciate
The moment you fight for internally
You know that moment when you smiling
But it is not clear on what you smiling at
Or that moment when everything feels alright
But you are not happy at all
Or any happy moment in your life , you might think you might have
It's not the happy moment but it is there to distract you
What doesn't make you to sleep still hunts you
Wherever you are and still claims it's position
You might compare that moment and the feeling you had
To the other memories
Trying to give an excuse that it might be the same
But what do we think when we are alone
Who comforts us inside except those feelings
Which might hurt but at the same time makes you feel whole
Whilst people still tell us what to do
And we still listen to them

By Melissah Nyamhunga

31/01/2019

24/01/2019

Life

I became confident with my surrounding
Without knowing that it was made
Of fake people , lives and even the nature
I felt cozy in my parent's house
But it wasn't a home , there was no peace
I fell in love with him
Without knowing I wasn't happy with myself
Since I always laugh
Whilst I wanna cry because it hurts inside of me
Since I saluted people with wealth
But not knowing that they never worked hard for it
Since I have friends and they know everything of mine
Whilst they are betrayers and back stabbers
I have started hating myself
Because people are too evil
That they only see bad in people
And now , I have created my environment
My home in me and seasons
To cry and to smile
I am working hard towards what I need
And who I wanna be
And I have become my own favourite friend

It's me , Melissah Nyamhunga

24/01/2019

I've been thinking
Not only about life but life after death
Things I've been through have made me
Think and dream of su***de
To let my soul rest in peace
Avoiding this heartbreak
This feeling deep down that
Has created a whole deep in my soul
Dreams of heavens
Because I know there ain't no depression
Thinking of jumping on a cliff
Because I won't be heartbroken anymore
Thinking of killing myself
Because I will never suffer
Even sleeping and never wake up
Sleep peaceful is no death
But peace within my soul
By Anathi.N

23/01/2019

Probably love is the reason why we all suffer
Or our feelings are the ones that makes and destroys us
What do you think about yourself when you fall in love?
Do you use the same words or they are changed
We both know that you act unknowingly
And regret later either you were good or bad
Why don't we lie and try to be fake
Believe me , it might not make sense
But when you dating you not expecting that person to leave
Either you have a future or past with them
We more true to ourselves more than we ever did
We wanna be us when we in love
That is when you find out that the only thing
That makes us to be us is love
It's not painful to be in love
But it depends with whom you in love with
How you fight for what you need because it is no longer a want
And some of us needs love but we can't even feel it
Some of us are rejecting it because we have never
Had any choice than to leave instead of fighting
Because we know that we shall fight to the end
And still lose the battle
Who do you wanna spend your life with is my question
Are you ready to be the one who embraces and apologises
For what you don't know
Because that's were it starts...
Love is not trying , it is being the unknown you
And enjoying life without memories
By Melissah Nyamhunga

14/11/2018

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14/11/2018

all get scared especially of growing up
and to those who doesn't get it
Would understand later that
It's not the same as staging
But growing up is all about pain...
Yeah , joy is always needed
and we may experience it often
But growing has to do withWe acceptance
Has to do with rejection and temptations
We learn everything and we also
Get to deny the truth cause
You wouldn't be able to go through it...
Growing is getting to adjust with your surrounding
Nomatter how painful it is
And you still need to be the same person after that...
That is growing up....

05/11/2018

Some words are what we say when you have nothing to talk about
Let em bet on what I feel
I know you don't feel anything
Some are when we are angry
And we can't just smile
Some are lies which we need to take of
To be belived
Some are the truth which hurts but you feels as if it's much better saying them than just keeping quiet
Some words are ordinary whereby you don't even feel anything after saying that..
My words are different
I can't admit love
I can't fight for what I love
I'm used to pain that I've never enjoyed anything...
My truth mostly hurt and I can't say it...
I'm in love but I prefer lying
I'm in pain but I prefer smiling
I tell lies as if they are truth
The sound more real and painful
More than the truth
None prefer what I need
None admits what they feel
Believing is unseeing
But believed believing is seeing
Emotions are nonsense..
I swear I have no choice
To love for love not for fame
I know we ain't gonna last
I know we might get exposed
But let em talk about us
By Melissah Nyamhunga

30/10/2018

You know we always think that
Our dreams needs money
We go all out to the land of opportunity
I have realised that the land of opportunity
Is within us
Our dreams are here with us
They don't need money
Actually they are suppose to give us money
Our dreams don't die , they awaken us
And makes us much stronger to go on...
Mostly what makes it to be a dream
Is not a nightmare
It's a beautiful thing that
When you wake up , u need to relive them
Most of it is your happiness
If your dream can't give you happiness
And you within then it is not a dream
Then you need to wake up
And make sure that it is
What makes you to fight
What you need and know that it's gonna make you happy...

30/10/2018

I believed in her more than myself
I trusted her and dedicated every single thing I did
She is my mother
I shade tears and never stopped crying
When she wasn't around...
Praying and fasting for her presents in my life
I thought it was the best , my dream
Of finally her being close to her
Sleeping with her and spending that second laughing
But she wasn't like that
It pained more cause everything was dedicated to her
My dreams shattered
My heartbroken
I thought it hurts when I wasn't with her
But it more hurts when I was with her
She never cared
She would scream for nothing
Get angry and abused me
It more hurts cause I ended up not having tears
Not even wishing to be on her side...
I am now a failure
Not that I can't go back
But I don't even know where to start

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