24/12/2020
Not to think that I once had a huge family. We were so many😢I wouldn't even realize that Christmas was approaching ne ke bona fela hasetsi ele dhaso ke tsoga in the morning seeing a Christmas tree. Getting presents from everyone ko ntlung. Although they made everyday special.😢😍There was always noise mo ntlung. 😭💔Twas really fun yaz I felt alive. 💓Everyday was just a day of another story, laughter😂ugogo would sometimes dance for us💃telling us all old stories, how they used to live back in the early 90s😁I remember when it's cold❄️my whole family would leave the heater inside the house and go out the yard to make fire🔥😂🏡. Okay when we eat we'd sell each other's food to each other🍲😅[🗣️yeyyy gimme ya chicken🍗 I'll give you R1, yeyyy gimme your pap I'll give you my soup🙄] 😭sitting on the table eating as a whole😢going out to a mall or restaurant rele bangata kare we're some sort of a charity organization😛😅our birthdays was.... Johhh😭*am crying aight now*. Like I once had a family I love but now gone are those days😭💔all our elders died. Our parents separated. Abo aunty aba zwani🥺💔omalume hate each other coz'a what someone else has achieved which the other didn't😢. Singabantwana we're stuck.💔Asazi ugba si thande bani, muphi umzali ngoba bonke bayasi funa kodwa abafuni ukuhlala ndawonye😭💔. Everything broke so fast😭from laughter to grief💔from a whole bunch of family to just three. Seku yimi, ugogo, no cuz wami😢🔥eminye imizi I qwalise ama trolley nama fridge😊thina si qwalisa ama pillow with tears hoping and wishing if we had what others have. The fun and happiness in other families🥺 it's so heartbreaking they all gone. Went seperate ways😔I always cry when I miss them. But eventually God is doing nothing bout it😭aba buyi and aba zwani💔they not gonna get along😞😭.!
