Sickpuppy's Arcane Collection of Personal Scribblings.

Sickpuppy's Arcane Collection of Personal Scribblings. Collections of my writings and pages that haven't been lost or stolen along my life's path. With mor

03/06/2017

Found on Google from babynamespedia.com

01/01/2017

AG. Or the counsels of God.
A Goverment therefore should be handing down to the people the counsel/advise of God.

So what is God saying through our Government parties?

That we should lay claim to land that is equally the burden of all people and not only those in the Lead?

Or that only an official can understand the vision of Love from the Creator whether Father or Mother in the Stand.

Its Weird Ag or Gods Counsel. Is given to each and every who seek it first in daily life.

As we are part of the Kingdom both now and when there is ever more.

31/12/2016

2016

As we eagerly await to know if the Year Truly lived its Name Sake.

Like being the Heart that did South Africa as One Soul awake.

Is it truly the Completion of the Soul?
Or..
Is it True that it was Jubilee and they did just Laugh...

Was it Ever My Mistake that I upon this leap did engulf?
But I know that would be something of a mistake to lay though in.
As I know I have my own personal Connection to what ever the Truths affection.
Got Pain for every breath I take but it keeps me Awake.

31/12/2016

Lost inside one line. Until the test of time. Which did you question first?

And did it not untie the doubt you had en-knotted in the final Un-Tying.

We will understand the Maps that were laid before us to reveal.

Each and every connection we have is to as God in Love would feel.
If we allow the Sin of Envisioned for self worth from anothers envisioned life try Revert.

A task I lay upon searching the word for my Truece. Of id choose that over my company of mind.

Until youve found a place far ahead.
So I may imagine in Guardians-ship

I wish only to Know How my life has to my memories lied.
I

The crazy things that can make sense if only asked to be explained...
13/09/2016

The crazy things that can make sense if only asked to be explained...

05/08/2016

Me. 4 of me...

You ever think the "Reptiles" that came here or became here. Maybe they trying to show us what happens when the love of man turns cold. When the passion and fire of loving one another slowly burns our skin to a shell. That we don't ask how and why can we improve this world. The how is easy. The why is because we deserve it for one another. Wouldn't you want it for the person you are inside when you know the destruction that has been laid upon you brothers eyes and thoughts thoughts thought by you alone. Wouldn't it be better if you could breath easy too? Love your self like you love your neighbour. You are your own earth representing the heart. Give both your neighbours the air to breath free! Let us be us and you be you. I just want to be the me God says me to be! I love who I see in my eyes when I see the inner one of every one of thee. Because every you I see is better than the me I see through who you all said my kind to be. I love the kind inside of me. Don't ever think it weakness cause all I could be. Was strong to out live the time line they gave to me. Don't understand. Take some time to get to know me. And leave you at the door till I welcome you in for when I do I give you my all. So please give me the time to peel my pain off before you think my lights burnt out or I'm too dof. Cause truth is I will never know what it is to be turned off. Live turns me on and all I know is death. Which kept me live so I could in one life invest. If not mine. Who's? God got the choose. So I turned my mind in to get to know the you that dwells within me too

14/07/2016

Started writing again as of today.

14/07/2016

GP: #1
No Love Lost

I feel lost. Lost as if in a race to get to shore while the ocean tide just pulls me out more!
Lost in way that is cruel. Allowing me to be in full view of what I can be!
Yet knowing I never again will that be.
Mind playing the same game it did when I was scared to be all I can be!
Just in reverse showing me that now I know that cursed I forever shall be.
My free will spirit tortured by the choice I made.
One choice.
To live my way.
Why they say did he throw away what he had?
I reply to that the simple fact i never had it!
And if they all saw this!
Then why did no one help me stand! Not a helping hand!
But pick me up and walk along side me showing me how i can provide my path to my feet.
Instead they watched me destroy my potential in sublime storyline.
Innocence lost they probably say. What i that I smirkingly reply.
As i lay it out flat to thyose who never knew the path at my back.
Overcome scrawled in black is the words you find on my flesh inscribed.
This is what I have done!
My one wish! My life choice! Yet they forget that I was never truly left to be a boy.
My mask was that though. A happy child is what is seen even to this day.
But it was my smoke screen for what went into these words upon my back!
Broken is my track? Perfectly footed i say to that. Even though they say i slipped into the drug crack...
I was born in the black abyss of medicinal cripple-hood. No life for me with out my meds to alive be!

The true crack is those who say they need but nought to get to the end of their walk.
Some use religion as they cringe in the church with all the burden laid upon them in form of words of Sin Sin Sin. Its all we are and live in!
Some choose to drink away their blues trying to hide the fact that at home they turn to the abuse and those bruised are then introduced to a life of questioning self in the deepest of their heart.
Others see just a wisp of shadow in the mirror or something unworthy of adoration of any sort.
So just because something is against the law that i chose to explore and found it portrayed the human being in their own perfect words.. Flawed and leading only to more torment and war.

This is true! I have faught this more years than i can count according to peoples opinion of druggies intelligence.
Opinionated people should be cremated by the fire of their horrid sin.
Words that abuse and break an already broken individual when they do not know what is to be learnt from the deepest inside of the ones from the other side or known as the sewer-side ones.
We choose a way that in time cannot be hidden even from those closest to us in those last days be for hitting what is known as the rock bottom of all.
But coming closer to madness and sadness at ones inner core you will see if you truly can stand still when you are nothing and everything has been taken from you by others and self.
I explored my inner mind in more ways than one. Blessed to have always worked around people serving them in the seedy parts known as clubs and entertainment.

But truth be i need to bring this to an end here.
Just remember while i chose a life that seems to you as if death. Ask then why i am still so full of love for all. Even those who tore me apart at the seams.
Maybe it is because i was dead before i could breath free.
Maybe born with Cystic Fibrosis. My death note so to speak.
Is what set me truly free from the fear of being me.
I just wish i could set free the treausre trove of beauty i have seen to you all you cannot see in our ears the level of beauty there is hidden behind those frightful dying eyes.
We have that look because we know what it took for us to survive and we fear you may not have the strength in you to answer for your own when asked why you let your own spirit die under such opinions of anothers choice of how to walk this lie.
Try soften your heart before you judge us again.
According to Sin we are all unclean.
According to Love we are all Perfect.
Sin equates Hate then. So when you hate anothers choice or being. Your sin is revealed and you are no better than me or do you still think you are?
God set my soul free. And i forgave me.
I hope i can lead with my words my life into something to be by you deemed acceptable.
After all I do truly love who we as Human beings are.
God bless us. Even when we stumble afar.

GJM Holmes.

11/12/2015

Sorry I do not write as much as I internally fight. But its difficult to communicate when the tools used to my hidden voice facilitate are stolen, abused or self risked to use. So I have fallen short to send out corrected literature. And spend most my time connecting in mind, that is for sure! I wish I could my mind, brain and spirits wanted need maintain but they are fu***ng insane!!! They would make a giant mess of my head I must confess! I would not only be in dire s**t, p**s and Mire! But I'd explode sending only s**t on to higher. But flying f***s my sake. So I deliberate as I contemplate which way I should in "light" navigate! I'd never forget or loose intent and in crept the Fact that I Invested more than just my History as a Back bt my sanctuary and sanity and even chance of someday alittle vanity with a Ballerina dancer prancing to the metal pinging sound of beauty can cling to anything and be coming from hell too if we choose to so sow our sowed seeds in the Freeze of Hell abound. I wonder if their is a hidden quart of Blood of Ancient master who was truly taught. Hidden away. I would be amazed if this was not the state of affairs at least in many a mind out there. I am always in fear as it is all there is to see, hear and re-ended its head rear. As my path is to meet my dear. Who is who I write to. Do not misconstrue my wording if you have never my 3 prior books ink in eye sight heard or blurred. I am here no matter the distance I be furred. I am love seemingly ablrred but utterly by somes heard. Bird is the word they do say I've heard. And Birds of a Feather twitter together is my own published by never known to be first or last at just a guess. I wish I had never a last chance! As my first is perfect as God said so! I shall not be herd or pet! I will truth into all somehow infect! Starting with my self! Have no doubt! Live loud! Live by the Loud. As their spirit whispers below so not to be caught you know. Devils memory is evil! As it never forgets the SD card. Haha. Not too hard now! Lol! Listen only louder istead of laughing over Loving. Life of Lust! Lovers ovbiously Lust! Lies or Liasons? Listen or Leave. List openly Lies. Listen unto Lost. Now you dropped the O-Bomb. Hahahahaha. Love all who believe I am truly following my path. You are the reason I continue to remove the bark off the tree and the woof from the canines with flees. Garath James Morgan. Holmes.
Sickpuppy.

26/09/2015

A quick question to everyone. Where does one find a way or avenue to expose the mind and soul to the outer world as a whole and still reap some form of reward in form that to one value does hold? Lol. In plan words... How the f**k do I get paid for thinking or to sell my thoughts and ideas into slavery of another owner to have.

26/09/2015

Spirit Guides. Ancients must be wise... Spirit guides... It's no surprise we were born with a Circle of Spirits to advise us on the ways of life using their eternal knowledge. Now while their advise is most probably flawless, our communication with them was never pre-connected and so most of us have lifelong this collection of miraculous friends ignored and left them utterly bored and mis-informed. But if we only start to believe and place faith in these spirit beings. We will slowly see they have ways and means to help us complete and achieve the many things we wish to accomplish in live but often fail due to lack of truthful, honest advise. It may make you seem slightly crazy or lost to flight of fancy when you first start to attempt communication with the invisible heaven sent. But it will be worth every ridicule received when you start to perceive the replies in every day means weaved. Plus how are we to believe in the holy-spirit, Jesus and God. The Holy trinity who are spirit too you see. So in honesty this is most probably the way God learns to communicate with each one of us to help save us from any damned fate. As He cannot directly to us speak as we would "Explode" so to speak. Therefore We learn to communicate in form of codes and games, playing our way to perfect communication and then we have our own personal station to follow the way and purpose we have been placed in. I believe this is true as I have experienced connection this way too many times for it not to be Utterly True! And I love the Joy and Happiness it brings to my every day life when I see a gift of regular showing. The number of happenings erases chance of coincidence. Letting me know these are all real events of God's presence alive and truly evident. Let me leave it at that. And ask you to seriously sacrifice your sanity for just a week or 3 and try form communication with the world you cannot see. It will develop faith if nothing more. So go ahead, God will it adore!

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