02/12/2025
Here goes nothing!
As a 24 year old there are times (at least for me) when you get this sudden flashbacks of the past .
Sometimes you come across a familiar scent but can't remember where it is from . Sometimes someone says or does something and you can swear you are going through a deja vu .
They come and go randomly , these memories , your childhood cricket sessions , going out with your family , durga puja , summer vacations, lunch breaks in school , bunking tuitions, your first date , your first breakup , suddenly remembering your 4th grade math teacher whose name you can't remember , all forgotten but somehow still there within you .
I made this page with my friend so we could openly rant in social media because we thought that would make us feel better. Not going to lie it does help , but not as much as I thought it would .
Growing up I have made a lot of friends even though I have always been a loner. And tbh I have not treated all of them nicely . And I am truly sorry !
I've ignored a lot of you , cut ties , or did something dumb to push you away . Some of you are not in this world right now and I'm sorry I didn't ask how you guys were doing when I still had the chance . It's not the first time I've thought about writing this . For all the good and the bad memories , wherever you guys are , whatever you guys are doing , even if we don't follow each other, I hope you are doing well , I hope you are happy . Some day I'll probably be able to do this from my main profile but for now , Thank you ! For making me whatever I am and whatever I am going to be .
It's very weird and disturbing that I started school 20 years ago . It feels like yesterday when I was nagging my father for my first cricket bat or asking my mother to make my favourite food and yet I've never said thank you or hugged them for being there !
Things were more colorful when we were 5 . Food tasted better , people were kinder , there was no corporate ladder to climb or competitive exams , no hostility .
So many fu***ng memories . And I feel sad I can't remember all of them properly.
Whenever I look at old pictures there's always this sort of nostalgic sadness but in a good way , but I can't go back ! Oh what I wouldn't give to go back and go through it all again ( maybe make a few changes ) (okay a lot of changes) !
Sincerely,
Bojack
