06/08/2020
May 18, 2020. After judgement of demolition by court, Judge Korte gave opportunity to file the motion to reconsider. So, date was for trial. Every trial it felt like I was walking into a slaughter house for my own death. By this time whole thing felt like nothing to do with justice. I tried what court asked for but village denies permit to start to work three times. Village of Creve Coeur, il is acting like tyrant. Their will was even overpowering the court. I felt like that from the start. I wanted to end it. Crazy thought in my head. I agreed to demolition. I gave in to end it. My lawyer seems relieved of pain of going into trial. I have been trying to detach all the feelings I have with the place. So I can let go. Let go........ So, I hope I can let go.. Whole process make you wonder how fragile we are under government's way to force their will on us. WE are feeding them with our tax money to harass, bully, deny our right to exist, be happy, live in peace and love one another. As a veteran with trust in system, this might be start of long fight against system that is not of the people, by the people and for the people.