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13/02/2024

✨HE 👨 IS A GIRL 👩 😱✨

💫Episode 3💫

Sung Ho's POV

I strolled around the big compound of Dream Boys Music Highschool. I finally got myself enrolled into one of the best musical school around.

Mom wants me to fully concentrate on my school so she asked me to stay in the hostel and I couldn't say no to her. I don't have a roommate yet though.

I heard the school will be organizing scholarship this time around and the person with the highest score won't have to pay a single dime. I really hope the person with the highest score is a less privileged person. That way, he will be able to pursue his dream without paying a dime.

I heard screams behind me and I turned around only to discover it was from the gate. Some highschool students had gathered and were staring at me dreamily.

Thank goodness the gate is locked, only God knows what they would have done if it was opened. I tend to forget that I'm a celebrity at times.

I left the compound and was returning to my room when I heard someone singing. He must have also decided to arrive early like me.

I moved closer to the studio and I was soon standing before the door. The boy had headphones on and was singing passionately. He has such a beautiful voice and it's quite similar to BTS Jin's.

When he was done singing, I clapped my hands and finally went into the studio.

"Wow! That was awesome!" I complemented with a smile

"Thank you" he said with a plain face

"I'm Sung Ho" I said still with a smile and stretched out my hand to him

"D**g Sun" he said and took my hand reluctantly

I guess he doesn't like making friends. I also don't like making friends but I can't ignore a talented guy like him who will be able to help me train my vocals.

"Are you also a hostel student?" I asked trying to start a conversation with him

"Yes" he answered

"What's your room number?" I asked again

"20" he answered

It seems he likes to keep his response short and precise, it's nice though.

"Ohh! My room number is 32. Can we be friends?" I asked

"I don't make friends" he said and walked out

Wow! He turned down my request of us being friends? He must be a total introvert so I guess I'll just have to keep trying until he finally agrees to my request.

When it was evening time, I came out of my room again and luckily, he was in the garden so I went to him.

"Did you eat dinner already?" I asked after sitting

"Yes, I ate already" he answered after some minutes of silence

"I guess you're an introvert. I'm also one but since we're the only ones here, I think it will be nice for us to become friends so we won't be bored or lonely" I said

"I don't know why you're hell bent on making friends with me but it's fine. Let's be friends if that's what you want" he said

I ignored his rude remarks since I'm the one trying to be his friend. I just don't like being alone in such a big place, I should at least have someone to talk to.

"Do you also want to become a Kpop idol?" I asked him

"Yes, I want to be like BTS members, especially Jimin" he said dreamily

"We can definitely be like them. Once we start taking classes and training our vocals, I'm sure we will improve" I said

"I hope so too. I want to be well known all over the world like that young artist. What's his name again? I think it's Sun.....g something" he said

"Are you trying to say Sung Ho?" I asked

"Yes, how did you know?"

"Weren't you paying attention to my name? Besides, can't you recognize Sung Ho if you see him?"

"You're right. You said your name was Sung Ho, but that doesn't mean you're the artist right?" he asked staring keenly at me

"I'm Park Sung Ho, the young and popular artist known worldwide" I said

"Wow! You're really Sung Ho? I was expecting you to be more handsome than I am but you're not even as handsome as I am" he bragged

Wow! I'm not as handsome as he is? I won't argue about something so trivial when I have more important things to think about.

"Let's go inside, it's getting late" I said and stood up as we both went in

Cassandra's POV

I can't believe I finally regained my memories after five years of loosing them. For five years, I didn't know who I was or where I came from.

The woman that took me in only told me that I was almost lifeless when she saw me. She didn't tell me the details because the doctor said I wasn't to be stressed.

But today, I finally got my memories back. I just want to kill that monster, Kim Jong Shik with my bare hands right now but I can't just do that.

I need to think properly and carefully carry out my plans because I can't afford to make any mistake.

Even if it will take two or three years to gather evidence against him and finally put him behind bars, I will exercise that patience.

For my husband and only child, I'm willing to do anything. Even if taking revenge on Kim Jong Shik is the last thing I will do on earth, I will definitely do it without thinking twice.

He destroyed my family all because of his greed. He bit the hand that fed him, forgetting that no sinner will go unpunished.

They say God forgives people for their sins but I'm sure that even God will not forgive Jong Shik for his crimes this time.

He has to pay dearly for his crimes and he will pay alongside his family. I don't care if he has a new born baby because he also didn't care about my little child back then.

Everyone of them are going to pay so dearly for messing with my family and I. I will see to that.

"You said you've regained your memories right?" the woman asked and sat beside me

She's old enough to be my mom so I always call her mom before regaining my memories and it won't change now.

"Yes mom, they came back fully today" I said

"Then, will you tell me what happened that night? There were so many dead bodies on the floor that night and you were the only one that was barely breathing" she said

"Someone murdered my family just because he wanted to take our money and property. My husband even gave him one of his companies and always sent monthly upkeep to him and his family but I guess he was never contented. I can't ever forgive him mom" I said and let my tears flow freely

"It's okay my child, I understand you. Everything is going to be fine" she said soothing words to me until I fell asleep

TBC......

©️ Tricia

07/02/2024

✨HE 👨 IS A GIRL 👩 😱✨

💫Episode 2💫

B**g Cha's POV

I got up very early the next day and went to the river to wash myself. I wore the same clothes I wore the previous day and left for the restaurant.

My experience improved a lot even though I had only spent one day at the restaurant and I quickly adjusted to my new environment.

I attended to the customers properly and they soon started liking me. I was very diligent with my work that even the manager was impressed.

A week later, I began to notice some strange movements. Some men were always going around with the picture of a girl but I wasn't sure who it was.

Even though I wasn't sure, my instincts told me to be very careful and I soon bought a hoodie with part of my pay. I made sure I always wore it until I finally saw the picture.

It's a picture of me when I was ten years old. It's probably been a long time since the person saw me and that's why he's going around with this picture.

If they continue searching like this, it won't take long before they find me. The hoodie will make me even more suspicious, but if I take it off, it won't make much difference too.

I have to go into hiding for a while until they leave. Going into hiding means I have to quit my job. I just started this well paying job but I have to quit it so quickly because of this men.

They must be my uncle's men no doubt. No one in this world wants me dead except him. I will just go to the restaurant for the last time today and quit my job by the end of the day.

As soon as night time came, I went to the innermost part of the uncompleted building and stayed silent like a co**se. I somehow began to get scared of the dark, probably because of the men around.

It continued that way until three days later. It was night time as usual and I stayed in the dark, careful not to make a sound.

Suddenly, those same men came to that building and started searching around. My heart literally jumped out of my chest as I felt the end had come for me.

They searched and searched but when they had almost gotten to where I was hiding, they decided to stop and they all left after promising to return the next morning to check properly

It was at this point that I just realized I had been holding my breath all along. I couldn't take it anymore so I lost consciousness.

By the time I woke up, it was morning already but everywhere was still a bit dark. I thought about what to do but no idea was coming forth.

"Should I tear my face with sharp objects so I won't be recognized?" I asked myself

No! No! That's absurd! I can't ruin my pretty face just because of them. I won't be able to live after that. What should I do then?

I need to disguise myself in a way they wouldn't be able to recognize me but how? They only look out for young girls within the age range of fifteen and twenty which means they don't check ladies, old women and men.

I can't disguise myself as a lady unless I probably apply some kind of makeup but I don't even have money for that.

I also can't disguise myself as an old lady, it won't work. Then, the last option is..... disguising myself as a guy? That's right!

They would never check a guy whether he's fifteen years old or not. The only people they will check are girls which means, this is the safest thing to do.

But how do I disguise myself as a boy? I have to cut my hair first and finally get boys clothes. A scissors is not so expensive and I can also get cheap boys clothes so yeah, this is it.

I took all my money and went to a store to buy scissors after which I stopped by at another small store to buy cheap clothes.

It was morning already so I quickly returned to the building and cut my hair to the shortest size possible. After that, I changed by clothes into a boy's own and left the building.

I didn't need to wear a hoodie anymore and everywhere I went, people stared at me in awe. I was very beautiful as a girl so after washing my body and dressing like a guy, they must think I'm the most handsome guy in the world. I guess I have to live like this for a while.

Kim Jong Shik's POV

After so many days of searching for B**g Cha, my men returned to me, saying they couldn't find her.

They searched the whole of Seoul but she was nowhere to be found and that worries me a little. Ever since she was a child, she never liked me one bit.

Whenever I visited their home, she always looked at me like she was going to strangle me. Just the thought alone makes me scared.

I have this strange feeling that she really is alive but my men searched every nooks and crannies of Seoul and couldn't find her. I clearly instructed them to search everywhere, including uncompleted buildings and farm houses.

Now that she wasn't found, I feel uneasy. There's no way she wouldn't try to seek revenge even though she's a little girl of fifteen years old.

"Boss, you've been quiet" one of the men said

"Are you sure you searched properly? You didn't even miss anything at all?" I asked again

"Boss, do you think we would lie to you? There was even an uncompleted building that we searched twice. We searched it at night and returned in the morning to check properly.

We searched every farm houses and even the place beggers stayed. We didn't miss a single place" another one said

"I believe you but I just have this strange feeling that she might really be alive. You know how dangerous it will be if she's alive.

She's fifteen already which means she would be clocking sixteen soon. Once she clocks sixteen, she has full right over the company but because of her education, she can ask anyone she wants to run the company for just two years before finally taking over." I said

"We understand boss and that was why we searched for her thoroughly. We will keep checking everyone that goes in and out of Seoul and we'll inform you when we find anything" they assured

"Sure, please do that" I said and left

If she really is alive, I have to get rid of her before she clocks sixteen or there will be trouble for me.

TBC......

©️ Tricia

06/02/2024

✨HE 👨 IS A GIRL 👩 😱✨

💫Episode 1💫

Sung Ho's POV

I put finishing touches to my drawing and in a few minutes, I was done. I stared at the beautiful painting I made and smiled.

Not to brag, but my painting is among the best in the country. I've won many competitions in different parts of the world but I'm still not satisfied.

I want to become the best among the best. Normally, I'm just supposed to take it up as a job but I won't do that.

I will go to a music high school because I've always wanted to be a Kpop artist like Jungkook and Tae Hyung. They've always been my favorite.

"Sung Ho" I heard Mom call from the dining

"Naega ganda (I'm coming)"

Well, Mom prefers speaking Korean to English probably because she's not really good at it or for some other reason I don't know.

I locked my painting room and went to meet her, hugging her from behind.

"Omma (Mom)" I called with pouted lips

"Nae jal saeng-gin adeul. Mwohago iss-eoss-eo? (My handsome son. What were you doing?)"

"I was painting Mom" I said making her frown

"You know I don't like English" she said with pouted lips

"You have to learn mom, you shouldn't speak only one language and you should be happy your son is the one teaching you" I said with a hint of pride in my voice

"Araseo (alright). Let's eat"

B**g Cha's POV

I sat down in an uncompleted building and hugged myself. It was raining heavily and I have nowhere to go.

If I had a pullover or at least a cloth that will give me a little warmth, then I won't worry about a thing but I have only one gown and it's extremely short now because I've been wearing just this one dress for over a year now. I even had to steal it amid the clothes that were spread in a house.

I haven't taken a bath since two weeks ago and I only eat once in a while either from leftovers or the money I pick on the floor.

When exactly am I going to stop living like this? I see rich kids dolled up, sitting in beautiful and expensive cars but here I am in an uncompleted building with just one cloth and nothing to it.

Thinking about the way I've been living for the past five years brought tears to my eyes.

My life has not always been like this. I remember when my parents were still alive, we would go on vacation to big countries with their private jet but everything changed one night.

Assassins attacked my family and killed all the bodyguards including my parents. I was only lucky my parents had an underground house and that was where I stayed until the killers left.

"Omma, appa, I'm going to avenge your death. I will make sure every single one of them pays for making me an orphan and for cutting your life short. I promise you" I said to myself

To avenge my parents' death, I must be strong and also able to endure any hardship no matter what. If I can endure these things I'm passing through now until I make it, then I wouldn't have a thing to worry about. I will avenge my parents death in the most brutal way.

I might not have any money now or even a place to lay my head, but I'm going to work very hard. No one was willing to employ me even as a waiter because I was too young but I'm fifteen now and I believe it won't be so difficult to get a job anymore.

After the rain stopped, I went to a small restaurant and packed up leftovers as usual. Night was coming already and no one was willing to let me in for the night so I just returned to the uncompleted building.

After I was done eating, I went to the innermost part of the building and decided to sleep there for the night.

I woke up the next day to see the sun was almost coming up. It's morning already and I actually enjoyed my sleep last night even though I slept on the floor.

I walked outside the uncompleted building and looked for a small river nearby. I washed my mouth and quickly washed my body a little with just the water before wearing my skimpy gown.

I've decided to search for a job in a restaurant. At least, if I have that I will be able to get new clothes and eat daily.

With that new mindset, I started walking around searching for restaurants. I came across one and I decided to try my luck.

Fortunately for me, there was a billboard outside the restaurant indicating there was a vacancy for a waiter.

I smiled to myself and went inside. I greeted the receptionist I met there and asked after the manager.

"Go to that office" she said pointing to a door but I didn't fail to notice the weird look on her face

"Thank you" I said with a bow and left

I gently knocked on the door and waited for a "come in" before going in.

"Good day sir" I greeted politely bowing my head

"Good day! How can I help you?"

"I saw a vacancy outside sir, I came for the job" I explained

"Ohh... Alright, you can resume work tomorrow" he said and continued with what he was doing

"You mean I'm hired?" I asked trying so hard to hide my excitement

"Yeah" he answered plainly

"Thank you so much sir" I bowed and left his office

Yay!!!!! I got the job and I'm to resume tomorrow, I'm so happy. I need to prepare for my new job tomorrow!!

I quickly went to different houses, looking for anyone that spread their washed clothes and I finally saw one.

I took a skirt and shirt and ran as fast as I could before getting noticed by anyone. Now I just have to find something to eat before tomorrow.

Once I start working as a waiter, I will be opportuned to eat two square meals, especially dinner. I've heard it from people many times.

I was extremely happy throughout the day that I couldn't even sleep for long when night finally came.

The next morning came soon and I went to the river again to wash my body. After I was done, I wore the skirt and shirt and went to the restaurant.

Fortunately for me, the restaurant was just being opened so I went in and started the chores after wearing an apron.

The work was a bit stressful since it was my first time but I believed I would adjust to it soon.

At the end of the day, I took my portion of the leftovers and received my pay. I was so happy that I cried tears of joy. For the first time since my parents death, I'm able to hold this much money. It's good for a start, I just need to keep working hard.

Kim Jong Shik's POV

I stared at the picture in my hands. It's the picture of a young girl of about ten years.

Wondering who she is? Well, she's the daughter of my late brother, his only child actually.

I ended my brother's life together with his wife five years ago but his daughter wasn't home that day and I asked one of my men to search for her and get rid of her.

He came to me about three weeks later and told me the job was done and my mind has been at rest since then. But one of my men just said he saw her briefly in the market. It was crowded so he didn't see her again before returning home.

She will be fifteen now from what I remember and I will stop at nothing to make sure I end her life because she's going to pose a great threat to me in the future.

The wealth I have today wasn't mine from the start, It belonged to my brother. That's why I had to kill him to take over his properties but it seems like he was also prepared for me.

He willed over his properties to his daughter before he died. The only reason why I'm still in possession of the company is that his daughter can only take over the company when she's 18.

I didn't even know about this until recently so I guess her being alive is also a blessing in disguise for me.

I have to find her soon so I can kill her after making her sign the document and I will have full authority over the companies and mansions.

"Tom" I called one of my men

"Yes boss" he came running to me

"Take this picture and search for her in every part of the state, don't leave any place out and don't return unless you find her" I ordered

"Yes boss!" he collected the picture and left

My dear niece, it's been a while and we are finally going to be meeting again. I will definitely treat you well.

TBC.........

©️ Tricia

04/02/2024

✨HE 👨 IS A GIRL 👩 😱✨

Settings: South Korea

Genre: Mystery/Suspense

💫PROLOGUE💫

B**g Cha is an orphan who life hasn't been fair to. Her parents were murdered in cold blood when she was just ten years old and only her managed to escape that night.

An orphanage took her in first but they went out of business later and since then, she has been living on the streets.

Like that wasn't enough, her uncle started searching for her again five years later to get rid of her completely.

B**g Cha is left with no other choice but to disguise herself as a boy. She's determined to endure the hardship and exact her revenge soon.

©️ Tricia

04/02/2024

Happy Sunday guys ❤️
I'm going to be putting the story on hold for now because I want to sign the book but you can download pocket FM to read it for free.
The book is totally free for now so you can listen to it there, you don't have to read
I'm so sorry for putting it on hold

26/05/2023

I have a new ongoing book on Tappy
All you need to do is download the app and you will be able to read the chapters freely. It's a chat story so it's different from the normal ones I've been writing and I hope you enjoy it. Don't forget to subscribe before reading. Thank you ❤️

https://thetappy.app/stories/BdViqsMB50iKSid2hK8BYw

10/04/2023

THE MAFIA AND THE VIRGIN STRIPPER

💠 Chapter 69 💠

Brianna’s POV

The first thing I did when I opened my eyes was grab my head with my hands firmly. I felt like there was a volcano erupting in my head and I was hearing some noises in my head. Just how much did I drink last night for me to be like this?

“Here is hangover soup, have some” I heard Helen say

I managed to stand up and took the soup from her which I gulped down immediately. After a few minutes, I started feeling better but I still had to rest a little because I was quite dizzy.

“Why did you drink so much last night? It’s a good thing I was there” Helen said and sat beside me

“I just wanted to drink because it’s been a while. I hope I didn’t do or say anything stupid?” I asked

“You didn’t do anything of such but regarding saying something stupid, I don’t understand” she said

“Never mind. The good part is that we are both okay and nothing happened. I really need to go now, I have something important to take care of” I said and stood up

“Can’t you tell me about the so-called important thing? You are making me anxious with your strange behavior” Helen said

“You don’t need to worry about anything. Everything will be over soon and don’t forget that I love you so much. You are the sister I never had and I hope you will live a happy life no matter what” I said

“You still think I don’t need to worry about anything with the way you are talking? It’s fine though. Just take care of yourself and don’t do anything risky” she said

“Thank you Helen! See you later” I said and rushed out of her house

I feel really bad for lying to her but what can I do? If I tell her about it, she wouldn’t let me do it and if she eventually lets me, she will want us to do it together. The last thing I want to do is put her life in danger so I can’t say a word to her.

I soon arrived at the place where I was to put the microchip in my body but that was after I went to take my bath at Ryan’s mansion. Putting the microchip inside my body didn’t take much time but I felt stings.

It wasn’t that painful and I was warned about removing it. Since it will be removed through a surgery, the doctor said it can be dangerous but I’m ready to do anything to protect Ryan. If the culprit is found quickly, Ryan can be wary of him and prevent himself from getting into unnecessary dangerous situations again.

After I was done, I returned to the mansion to rest for a bit. Within two hours, I was on my way to the hospital. I want to spend my last happy moments with Ryan so that I will be strong to face any danger.

“Ryan, I know you are going to open your eyes soon. You are very strong and a mere accident can’t make you this way. You’ve been lying unconscious without moving for days. I just hope you can think about me and open your eyes for a few moment before I leave” I said while holding his hands

Tears filled my eyes but they were soon replaced with an anxious look when I saw Ryan’s fingers move.

“D…doctor! Doctor!! Doctor!!!” I screamed and ran out of the world

“What’s wrong Miss Brianna?” a nurse asked me

“Ryan. His fingers just moved. Please call the doctor to check on him” I said

“I will do that right away ma” the nurse said and left

The doctor arrived few minutes later and carried out a check up on him while I stood nervously and waited for his response.

“It seems he got out of coma for a few seconds considering the result I got but he’s back into coma now. Cases like this are rare so hopefully, he will wake up soon” the doctor assured

I really wish I could wait until Ryan wakes up before I do anything but I can’t sit quietly like this when that victim is still roaming around freely. The cartel and company are in the hands of good people that I’ve studied for a while now and I believe they will be able to take care of both the company and cartel before Ryan wakes up.

I slept with Ryan in the ward last night and I made sure to stay by his side the next morning until it was 9am. It’s finally time to do what I’m supposed to do for Ryan.

Justin’s POV

I couldn’t explain the anger I was feeling within me as I thought about how Brianna humiliated me in front of everyone in the cartel. I know how much she hates me but I honestly wasn’t expecting her to go that far.

How could she strip me of my title as the underboss of the cartel just after few days that she became the boss? The most shocking and annoying part is that none of the members protested.

I thought they really liked me and that I could consider them buddies at least, but they proved me wrong. Just because Brianna is the new leader, they want to try everything in their power to gain her trust and favour.

If only they had an idea that I’m going to become the new boss of the cartel very soon. I won’t spare anyone of them no matter who it is because they betrayed me at the most crucial stage of my plan.

Now that I’m no longer the underboss of the cartel, there are some information that I won’t have access to because I’m just an ordinary member now and it will cause some delay in my plans.

Brianna has always been a pain in the neck for me right from high school and she still hasn’t changed. Even Ryan didn’t dare to make things difficult for me but she had the guts to ruin my plan in one go.

I wanted to go easy on her after kidnapping her but I won’t do that anymore. I’m going to f**k her mercilessly that even if she begs me to stop, I won’t listen to her. I will show her that I’ve always been the boss no matter where I go and it will continue to remain that way.

“Boss, Michael has something to report to you” my closest bodyguard said, jolting me out of my thought

“What else does he have to say? He failed to kidnap Brianna since all these days and he has the guts to call me? He can’t even carry out that little responsibility so he’s not worthy to be one of my men. Tell him to get lost!” I said angrily

“Boss, I think it’s really important this time. He said it had something to do with Brianna” my guard said

Brianna? Could he have kidnapped her already? Where is the phone? I need to talk to him.

“Good morning boss! I know I failed in my mission countless times but Brianna is alone right now and we are tailing her. I’m assuring you that we are going to bring her to you before nightfall” he said

“Really? I actually thought you had something important to say but you called me because of this? How many times have you called to tell me you are on Brianna’s tail? Just thank your stars that I’m not in a very bad mood right now, else you would have seen just what I am capable of” I said angrily and returned the phone to my guard

He dared to call me just to say that rubbish? I’m so pi**ed right now.

TBC……

© Tricia

12/02/2023

THE MAFIA AND THE VIRGIN STRIPPER

💠 Chapter 58 💠

Ryan's POV

I watched Brianna as she stared at Mia and I seated in the sitting room. She finally walked away after staring at us endlessly while I scoffed.

After asking me to leave her alone, she now wants my attention? Well, sorry but she won't be getting that from me anytime soon.

I always gave her my attention but what did I get in return? She made me look like a fool and refused to acknowledge my feelings.

After a while, she was done cooking and she brought my food for me.

"What's going on? Did you only cook his food?" Mia asked just when Brianna was about leaving

"Obviously I only cooked his food" Brianna said

"Are you going to watch her do this?" Mia asked me

"You should be the one cooking for me, not her. Brianna isn't my slave but my secretary" I answered simply and started eating

"Is this how you are going to treat me during my stay here? I won't take this" Mia screamed and stood up

"Ryan, I.." Brianna was saying but I cut her off

"Sir Ryan! You are my secretary so you should show some respect at least" I said without looking at her

"Why are you treating me like this?" she asked in a shaky voice

"If the media were to get wind of this, they would think we are in a relationship. Please don't make things difficult for me" I said

I heard her sniff but I didn't look at her because I know I might become weak if I stare at those pretty eyes.

After I was done eating, I returned to my room where Mia was. I didn't want to sleep with her in the same room so I went to the inner room that was in my room and slept there.

I took my bath the next morning and prepared for work. When I got to the main room, Mia was also fully dressed and she rolled her eyes as soon as she saw me.

"You must really hate me so much that you had to sleep in another room" she said

"Is that the way to say good morning to your husband to be?" I asked instead

"Good morning my foot!" she sneered and walked out of the room

I also went downstairs where I met Mia and Brianna glaring daggers at each other.

"You are going to take a taxi to work from now on Brianna. Let's go Mia" I said and walked out without looking at them

The driver opened the door and I got in. Mia got in too and I dropped her at her company first before heading to mine.

Brianna brought my coffee to me as soon as I arrived and even after dropping it, she didn't leave. Does she want to talk to me so badly that she would do anything at all?

"Why are you still standing here?" I asked in a cold voice without looking at her

"I... I want to talk to you" she said

"I hope you know we are at work and I'll only discuss work related matters. What do you want to say?" I asked

"Ryan please you're hurting my feelings. I know I pushed you away at first and I deserve this but I regret it now and I'm really sorry. Will you please forgive me?" she asked with teary eyes

I almost stood up to pull her in a tight hug because I couldn't bear to see her in tears but I decided against it. I can't forgive her so easily or else she will keep seeing me as a joke.

She will do whatever she wants and when she regrets it, she will just burst into tears knowing it's my weakness so I can't forgive her just yet.

"You are sorry? What do you want me to do then? I already got engaged to Mia and I plan to marry her. I can forgive you but I'll have to bury my feelings for you forever" I said simply

"Are you back to being cold hearted again? How can you just say you will bury your feelings for me? Ryan please, even if we can't be together I don't really care much since I messed up but don't treat me this way cos I really won't be able to bear it" she said bursting into tears

"We can talk about this at home. Work is more important right now" I said and took my gaze back to the files before me

After a few minutes of standing, she finally left and I heaved a sigh of relief. It was really hard to watch her in tears and I hope she doesn't do it again.

Brianna's POV

I left Ryan's office with a broken heart and walked slowly to my office. The workers were staring at me probably because my eyes were swollen from crying but I couldn't care less.

Whatever they think right now is not important to me. I was always scared of what they will think about Ryan and I but I don't care anymore right now. I just want Ryan to forgive me and stop treating me like I mean nothing to him.

I locked the door as soon as I got into my office and sat on the floor just behind the door. I folded my legs against my chest and rested my face on my palm.

Everything that is happening is my fault. If only I hadn't ignored Ryan when he tried earnestly to talk to me and make me see how much he loves me, he won't be engaged to Mia right now.

Even if he eventually agrees to get engaged to her because of her threat, it will take a while at least but I messed everything up.

I'm sure Ryan must be hurting way more than I am right now. What have I done?

As soon as it was time to go home, I stood up from the floor and picked up my bag, going outside. I guess I only came to work today to cry because I didn't do anything. I didn't even eat lunch.

"Why didn't you eat lunch?" Ryan asked on our way home

I turned to look at him with my puffy eyes. He's asking why I didn't eat lunch, does this mean he cares?

"Why are you staring at me?" he asked bringing me back to reality

"I didn't eat because I had no appetite" I said

"Did you cry throughout today?" he asked

"Are you worried about me?" I asked instead

"Your eyes are puffy and that's why I'm asking but if you don't want me to, I won't ask" he said

"You don't need to ask" I said even though I knew I was going to regret it

"Alright, I will stop asking from now on" he said

There was total silence in the car till we got home and as soon as he parked the car, I got down and went into my room, locking the door behind me.

TBC......

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