18/04/2013
#3. hey guys i really need ua suggestion....i know its a bit complicated, bt ill teel uh d whole scene to explain d scenario..Dere was a girl in beads ven i wass in chaplslee,ven one of ma frnd came n told me dat she would ask her out for me...i been studied in edwards previously,was a bit excited bout it...i vent to sanjauli wearing ma bestest clothes,n ven i saw her d 1st ting dat came to ma mind wass, oh benchoo kitni cute ae ye..i asked her out though very nervous,bt it ol vent smooth..v used to tok bout 10 to 15 min daily n i neva came to knw ven i became so close to her..it wass just dat i ws mre addicted to her dan to ma food...sarre terre bi kaam ho g*e ,i just loved spending tym vid her...after 1/5 year she said i love uh..dat day i can neva fogt,i ws shivering,ma heart beat ws running so fast..idk why evertym ven she said ilu i felt d same for atleast 3mre years..dan az its said nothing is permanent,came d sad part ,idk frm ol dose fu***ng rumours ,she said i double dated her..n it ws ol a mess , n i couldnt bear it anymre,though v could av sorted dat up,bt i knew she dint wanted...v broked up.i az ol ws just like playing vid ma life,,into drugs,left ma cllg,n ws just burning cigg butts on ma hands..ull find it stupid,bt i ws really hurt..dey say tym heals everytin,so did dis wound.....bt after 2 yrs later she clld me again saying i need a patch up..i mean like am i a plaything or wt...GUYS just want to ask uh m i wrong...pls do ans