03/08/2023
God is a God of miracles !!! Always worth another share
At age 15 i got in with wrong crowd and stopped going to school .smoking w**d and started taking co***ne and drinking , making my mum worry continually with late night partys , at 16 i thought i knew best and moved out into a bedsit with no money and wrong friends .i led a life of addictions to drugs , s*x and partying and ended up getting r***d .which led me to a life of self hatred and my addictions got worse .i got into unhealthy relationships which always ended up in r**e and violance masked with drugs and alchol .
At age of 27 i was a mess i had 2 kids and that the only thing that kept me going they were my light in a dark world .
I found a leaflet in a scouts group which was for mission work in africa , and i filled forms in knowing in pit of my stomach that it would be life changing .i fundraised and went for 4 weeks to my familys dismay and left my 4 and 9 year old with my mum .
Third week in africa i gave my life to God and knew i had no shame i was forgiven and i was totally loved !!! There was no turning back God used me by giving me words of knowledge and a love for people .
10 years on im totally healed and set free of my pain , heartache and even went for coffee with a man that r***d me !! I know that is all down to God , you see he is the only one who could deal with all my heartache , pain and attitude i had .he is only one who gave me shelter when i needed it most , he is only one who kept me alive so i could be were i am today . Never give up , look up jesus has ur back .the work i do I do with a passion so I can show all the love that jesus showed me ,
Who'd of thought 16 years down the line I'm married , have amazing children and grandchildren ,the man i married loves me , holds me up in prayer and shows me that it ok to be me and pushes me to walk out in things God has for me ###x
So I ask do you know jesus ? ,
do you need saving ?
Do you need healing from this world?
If yes inbox me its the most fantastic thing you could do right now