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Happy birthday to me ❤️Guys please wish me well
04/12/2021

Happy birthday to me ❤️
Guys please wish me well

My name is Olise Joy AmakaI'm 20 Years oldA student of UNIPORT200LvStudying International relations and foreign language...
23/11/2021

My name is Olise Joy Amaka
I'm 20 Years old
A student of UNIPORT
200Lv
Studying International relations and foreign languages.
I'm brown skinned in complexion.
I love talking and writing stories.
Though i haven't been constant
But i promise to make it up to y'all.

As from tomorrow I'm gonna begin a new edition of story.
I've been so busy with school stuffs
And i apologize again.

I'm so sorry
I'd start a new story tomorrow to make it up to yall❤️

Ok back to my introduction>>>>

My best color is blue💙
I'm A Chelsea fan
I'm 6'ft tall
Slim and Beautiful 😊

My best food... I don't really have one..i eat anything apart from beans...any draw soup and yam

I sing and dance too
Date of birth December 4
I'm From Delta state
I'm A Nigerian
Based in Lagos 🌈

I love cakessss 🍰
My best fruit is pineapple.

I love nature 🌞
Hope to be a diplomat soon

What about you???

Introduce yourself
Please don't skip😪😪

Expect a mind blowing story tomorrow

Thanks for your time
Have a nice day

❤️

True love still exists... don't give up on love 💌❤️
14/11/2021

True love still exists... don't give up on love 💌❤️

29/07/2020

❤️LOVE~CHANGED~ME❤️

🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸

✍ Written ✍
By
🔱Amajoy🔱

Episode 18

🌻Jayden's POV🌻
Lectures was fun today.
My first day in school after I lost my memory
It was tiring but still, very exciting.
Music class was the most exciting part.
All the teachers they tend to know me
But I don't remember any of them.
I had fun!
Looking forward to more.

I was on my seat
I was looking around me and smiling to no one in particular.
Jay was sitting at my side.
He turned to me and I gave him a vacant smile.
" Hey, you're coming.?" He asked beaming with smiles.
"Coming? Where?" I asked.
"We have a game, basketball precisely
I'd like it if you can come over to watch me play." He said.
I smiled
Sure my heart wanted me to say yes
But I can't
I know if I accept his proposal I'd be going against my decision not to get entangled with him.
"I'd love to but I can't." I said avoiding his gaze.
"Why?." He asked
"Uhmmm...

He interrupted me
"Alright I'd still wait for you, perhaps you change your mind." He said.
I didn't reply
"Anyways see you later."He said smiling at me and getting up
I nodded and smiled
He took a glance at me before he left.
Walking away
"Jeez that was so close." I muttered.
So what's next
My stomach grumbled.
I was so hungry.
I got up from my chair and I walked out of the classroom
I was walking down the corridor.
I was so lost in thought
I didn't know when I bumped into someone
"Oh am so sorry." I said holding my head..
I looked up at the person
It was the girl I met earlier today.
The one that claimed to be my best friend.
She sliced me with a glare.
I was speechless.
I felt bad guilty and horrible.
She didn't say a thing.
Then she walked away.
"I guess I should be apologizing better." I muttered to myself and I ran after her.
I caught up with her.
" Hey." I said coming to stand in front of her.
"Hey." She replied.
"Am so sorry, I really am, I guess I should explain things to you." I said to her.
"I........ " I said trying to state something.
But I got interrupted by my growling stomach
Protesting for food.
She smiled at me
I chuckled
"Hungry? " she asked grinning with smile.
It was embarrassing
Thank God it was just both of us there.
I nodded
And gave out a soft laugh.
"Alright then, we'd talk over snack." She said.
And squinted at me
I stood there for a minute
Maybe I was supposed to say something else.
I wasn't sure
I stood there for a few seconds liner.
"Come on JD let's go." She said
I followed her
She was holding a fancy box.
She stopped at the garden and sat down on one of the benches.
I sat beside her.

She smikex and opened her bixe.
Brought out some chocolate cup cakes and a bowl of ice cream
"These are or would I say were you're favorites."She stated. "Are." I said
My face was soft eyes watering

To be continued 🌸

Stay tuned for more
🔱Amajoy 🔱

27/07/2020

❤️LOVE~CHANGED~ME❤️

💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

Episode 17

✍ Written ✍
By
🔱Amajoy🔱

🎀Jayden's POV🎀
"You really do not remember?." She asked getting surprised.
She came closer to me, it started me
"Please don't."I shouted at her
She je**ed
"Wow, it's fine." She snapped
She shot a spiteful and hurtful look at me before walking away.
I felt like I've wronged her
But it's not my fault
I just don't remember.
My heart was numb
My breath tightened in my lungs.
I stared off at some invisible spot in the air
My eyes jacked up to full voltage.
My head tilted into depression.
I leaned forward and rested my head on the edge of the table.
I was lost in thoughts
Lost in my own thoughts
I felt a sudden touch on my shoulder.
I lifted my head
I saw Jay
"Hey." He said sitting down
Occupying his space behind me.
"Hi." I replied.
"Are you ok?." He asked
I nodded
"Are you sure?" He asked again.
I lifted my eyes and gave him a Serene half smile and said
"Yeah."
"Heads up, it's time for music class." He said

I leaned backward on my chair and brought out my book and biro
Rapping my knuckles impatiently against the table.
I reach below the table and came up with my shade.
The sun was extremely hot
And it was making me feel uncomfortable.
I stole a glimpse at Jay
He looked happy
He was talking with a boy on the other side of the class
I envy him
He looks so happy and content
Less concerned about everything
I wish I had my memories
I felt so empty
Even if my memories are that bad
There will always be a good one to keep me at the bright side
I just
I just need em back
I need my memories back
I made a lot of decisions
The ones that concerned Jay
And the ones that wasn't about him.
I made up my mind to focus on regaining my my memories
Not getting emotionally attached to Jay
Why?
Because he is nothing but a distraction
Deep deep deep down inside my heart
I knew it was a lie
But...
I just have to do this.
I'd treat him like a normal friend
No special feelings attached
Moreover he has Juliet
So I've got nothing to do with him
Emotionally
I made up my mind to cut off every lingering feeling
Sure I'd get to associate with him in a friendship zone only.
But nothing emotional
I'd do away with all my emotions.
That's for the best I think.
I was still staring at him.
He caught me looking at him
And he smiled
I smiled back.
I was studying him
My eyes scouring his features

All I've said and decided to do
The question is can I do away with Jay?

To be continued🎗️🎗️

Stay tuned for more❤️❤️

🎗️Amajoy🎗️

26/07/2020

❤️LOVE~CHANGED~ME❤️

💫💫💫💫💫

🖋 Written🖋
By
🔮Amajoy🔮

Episode 15.

"Jay help." I screamed
I found myself falling to the ground
My head was banging
I saw people rushing towards
Jay was already on his knees behind me
His hands came over me
He carried me
"Take her to the med room." I heard a voice say
As I closed my eyes and I went unconscious..

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"Jayden Jayden can you hear me?" A voice said
I opened my eyes I saw
A woman looking at me
I tried remembering what happened
I couldn't my head was aching banging
"My head hurts." I managed to say
"Get me pain relief and sedatives." I heard her say.
She administered the drugs to me
Few minutes later I slept off...

🔮 Jay's POV🔮

I was really confused
I don't know why
Am just so attracted to her.
Though I didn't know her name from the start
But the moment I saw her
I liked her.
We were okay yesterday
Though I know she's passing through a lot of things
I understand that
But I don't understand the Strange and weird reaction she gave me today
She apologized the last time for doing that
For cutting me off
I thought we were cool?

I left the class,I went downstairs to get some fresh air
In reality
Walking down the school passage keeping an eye for Jayden.
Then I saw her
She was in the basketball court
I walked along the court and waved at her
She ignored me
It hurt me really
Am trying to be nice and get close to her
But she keeps pushing me away
I stole a glimpse at her she looked uncomfortable
She was uneasy
I was watching her.
Suddenly she screamed and called me to help her, while she fell to the ground
I rushed to her
Knelt down
I asked her
What happened she didn't say a thing
She was burning up
I carried her from the ground.
", Stay with me you will be fine." I said to her
Then she closed her eyes and went unconscious
I took her to the med room.
Students followed me
They wanted to what happened
They surrounded me as I carried her to the room
We got to the room

The med teacher sent them away
And asked me to drop her on the bed
I dropped her on the bed positioning her head on the pillow.

The med teacher attended to her
I sat on the chair watching them.
I was shivering
I was nervous actually
I just hoped she'd be fine
"Her name is Jayden Wayne right." She asked me
I nodded.

Few minutes later
Jayden opened her eyes and groaned
The med teacher asked her if she was okay.
"My head hurts." She said
I stood up and went closer to her.

The med teacher sent her assistant to bring her pain relief and sedatives
Her assistant went out
Few minutes later she came back with the drugs
The med teacher administered the drugs to her and she slept off.
I sat on the chair close to her, studying her face,she had a round face,she emitted an aura of softness
Her face was rested,my gaze went to her lip,she had an injury at the side of her lips.
Woah
How come?
Did she hit her lip on something?
I touched her hair.
My heart skipped a beat,
She opened her eyes and smiled and winced in pain
"Hey." I said
"Hey." She replied softly.
He was staring at me.

🔮 Jayden's POV🔮
"Hey." Jay said.
"Hey." I replied softly.
He was looking at me
He made my heart aflutter.
"How are you feeling now?" He asked me
"Jay am fine." I replied as I tried to get up,
He rushed to help me up.
"Are you sure you can do this?" He asked
"Yeah am fine,am better now it is nothing serious." I said avoiding his gaze.

"Thanks,thanks for bringing me here
And for answering me when I called for help." I said apologizing
I was feeling guilty.
"Am sorry for my reactions earlier."
He did not say a thing
He came closer to me
My mouth pulled into a straight line.

💫To be continued💫

Stay tuned for more
❄️Amajoy❄️

26/07/2020

❤️LOVE~CHANGED~ME❤️

🎗️🎗️🎗️🎗️🎗️

Episode 16

🖋 Written🖋

By
💎Amajoy💎

🎗️ Jayden's POV🎗️

He came closer to me
Jay came closer
Very close I could feel his breath on my face.
I was ticklish.
My mouth pulled into a straight line
My mouth started wavering.
He brought out his hands
He brought it to my face
And went for lip.
He touched my upper lip back and front
And went for the lower one
I je**ed.
He touched the side of my lip
I winced and groaned

It felt like I had an injury there.
I touched it and I moved back
He was still staring at me
I avoided his gaze again
I walked away from him.
I saw a mirror
I walked and turned my back at Jay
I looked at the mirror
I saw a bruise on the side
On the side of my lip.

I could see reflections of Jay in the mirror,he was still looking at me.
He took a step forward
My heart skipped a beat
He came closer than me
I could see him at my back from the mirror.

"Jayden." He said
He was about saying something else
He got interrupted by the med teacher
She came in and saw us together
I rushed back to bed and I sat down
She smiled at me as if she understood what happened.
I smiled back at her.
"How are you feeling now?." She asked walking towards me.
Jay retreated
He went out of the med room
"Am perfectly fine." I replied but my gaze was on Jay
Looking at his back as he left the room.
I sighed.
Perfect timing!
She came to me
And checked my temperature blood pressure and all that.
Few minutes later she was done with her check up
"Can I go now?." I asked feeling anxious
"Sure you're good to go." She said.
I stood up from the bed and started walking to the door.
"I hope I didn't ruin your moment with him?." She asked.
I smiled
"What moment ?
Not at all ma'am thank you." I said
She smiled and said
"You're welcome." I nodded and went out of the room
As I was walking down the hallway
I saw Jay
He was in the basketball court.
He was sitting on one of the benches.
I smiled
I was walking down to meet him.

Then,I saw a girl coming to sit beside him.
As soon as he saw her
He smiled.
I paused
What was I thinking?
Why was I going to him?
He looked really happy
I stood there for a second or more
Looking at them
He was holding him
Holding his hand
And resting on his shoulders
I've never seen him this happy.
And the girl,
She looked familiar
Oh that was Juliet
The girl I met earlier today.

She got up
And hit him
She made funny faces at him and she ran away
He stood up and chased her

Till he finally caught her
And he hugged her
Gosh
I felt so pained
I felt Iike I was being hit in my stomach
Was I jealous?
I laughed
No that can't be
I don't even know Jay
I shook my head
And I walked away.

I was walking down the school, around
Moving about.
I was recollecting my memories
I went to places without directions from anyone.
I could remember the library and the garden
Wow
I remembered
I did finally
I remembered the sorroundings
The school sorroundings

Most especially the science laboratory
Memories of me around all these places returned to me.
I smiled I was happy.
The bell rang again
Signifying end of break period

My stomach grumbled
Oh no I didn't eat.
"Too bad." I muttered to myself and I walked away
I was going back to the class.
💫💫💫💫💫

I got to the class
I was going to my seat.
As I was about settling down
Someone hugged me from behind
I je**ed.
Who could that be this time?
"Long time no see girly." I heard the person say.
It was a female's voice.
If I'm accurate.

I was astonished.
I turned back to see a girl
Smiling and grinning.
Not again.
I closed my eyes
"JD are you ok?." She asked
I nodded.
"You're sure?
You look like you've seen a ghost." She said teasing
I managed to smile
She sat down on the chair
Jay's space
I sat down too
Trying hard not to look like a fool
"How was your holiday?" She asked.
I didn't reply
She looked familiar
And the name she called me
"JD" sounded very familiar
I closed my eyes and tried remembering
I just couldn't.

"Am sorry who are you?" I asked her getting uncomfortable
With her hugs and smiles.
She was taken aback
She was transfixed

"Who? what?
What's up with you JD." She said
She laughed thinking I was just pulling her legs
I didn't smile
I didn't laugh
I was just looking at her

"You're kidding right?,Oh no, you don't remember me?" She asked
"I'm your best friend."
She said
I nodded
"Wow why? How?."
She said coming closer to me.

"Please don't." I said getting up and moving away

To be continued🎗️

Stay tuned for more

💎Amajoy💎

23/07/2020

♥️ LOVE~CHANGED~ME♥️

🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈

🖋 Written 🖋
By
🔮 Amajoy🔮

Episode1️⃣4️⃣

💫Jay's POV💫
I'm Jay Jackson.
I join the institution 6months ago.
After my father in my presence
My life changed.
My mind changed.
I became traumatized.
So my mom brought me here.
Six months of my life here has been quite interesting.
I enjoyed every bit of it.
I was always on my own
Minding my business
Doing what I was supposed to do.

🔮 Jayden's POV🔮
Jay sat behind me,I guess a chose the wrong seat.
I looked around the class in search of a vacant seat
But no there wasn't.
I let out a nervous breath and dragged my hand through my glossy brown curls,.
His gaze was on me
Jay's gaze was on me but I avoided it.
"Good morning class." Someone said walking into the classroom.
The class went quiet almost immediately.
It was a lady
She was carrying books and putting on glasses.
"Good morning Miss pinton." The class echoed.
Jay was trying to say something but I ignored him.

We were sitting at the second roll close to the class board.
She was standing in front me
Her gaze went to me.
I looked at her
And then I looked away.
She took a step forward and stopped
She adjusted her classes and walked to our table.

She bent over and said.
"Welcome back Jay we've missed you." She said.
Jay got stood
And said
"Thanks Miss Pinton." He said
She shook her head.
I was having a feeling that she was referring to me
The thought came to me but I ignored it.
"I wasn't referring to you ,I was referring to her." She said pointing to me
The whole class laughed
It was funny
I could see the face he had
He looked embarrassed
I stole a glimpse at him and gave out a soft laugh
He looked at me and I stopped laughing.
I wasn't gonna give him a chance to talk to me
That's serves him right
I smiled again
"Thanks Miss.....
I stammered
"Pinton." Jay whispered
"Pinton." I said completing my statement.
Looking at her in a confused state
She knows me?
How does she know me
Oh....
I'm in my school
I was here before the long vacation and before the incident, before I lost my memory
So she probably knows me well
But I don't remember her.
"Are you okay Jay.?" She asked
I nodded and said
"Yes am fine."
She smiled at me and walked back to the board.
"You're Jay too?" Jay asked me
I just looked at him and ignored me
"Wow you're Jay I never knew." He said to me
I ignored him too.

🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈

Miss Pinton taught history
She is obviously our history teacher
I brought out my pen
I was about to write
I didn't hold it well and it fell close to Jay's shoe
I bent my hand down in search of it
Jay caught it before me
"Here" He said and handed it over to me,
My brain wanted me to say nothing
But my had wanted to
My heart wanted me to give him a chance
But am holding back
Am restricting myself.
I collected it
"Thanks." I muttered.

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The bell went for break and everyone rushed downstairs
Juliet came over to ask if I needed help
I told her I was fine.

I walked downstairs went out to the basketball court
Jay was there too
Jay is everywhere
We just have this kind of connection
Was he stalking me
He tends to do and be in any place I like
I ignored him
He was waving at me

🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈
The sun was so hot.
I wasn't comfortable
I left my shades in the class
God why did I forget it
I couldn't see
My vision was blurry.
"Jay help." I screamed as I fell to the floor

To be continued
Stay tuned for more

💞Amajoy💞

23/07/2020

🔱H***N( VIRGINITY) 🔱

🦋Virginity is a state of a person who has never engaged in sexual in*******se.
🦋There are cultural and religious traditions which places special value and significance on this state.
🦋 God carefully positioned a membrane of blood in a lady's sexual opening.
🦋It is a thin mucous membrane that completely covers the opening of the *VA**NA* and this is called
"H***N."
🦋When a lady who is in this state opens up for a man for sexual in*******se, that lady would be deflowered.
🦋Men had been know over years to be cunning, some will come with sweet words, fame, exotic cars, handsomeness, infact, anything good and will painstakingly pursue at any length to have a lady open her legs.
🦋If they finally get the taste of it, they consider you a cheap thing.
🦋After they have gotten what they desire, you become irrelevant to their agenda.

🦋The H***N is your pride and inner beauty.
It is meant to be sealed up until you mingle with a man that will walk you the aisle.
🦋As a young person, you may be experiencing a variety of emotions.
🦋What if you feel attracted to a member of the same S*x?
Does it automatically mean that you are HOMOS*XUAL?
A period in which you are subject to involuntary sexual arousal.
🦋The word is S*x saturated, man was created a sexually active and vibrant being.
🦋Whether male or female, not withstanding religion, race or upbringing.
🦋As soon as an individual attains puberty, sexual urges and feelings erupts.
🦋Because S*X has become like a viral infection that has eaten deep into the core of our moral existence and well being.
🦋From television adverts and radio jingles to movies, news papers, magazines and most of all the internet.
🦋All these have given us a distorted picture of S*x and relationship.
🔱Misconceptions 🔱
🦋Your relationship can only be strengthened through S*X?
🦋No relationships can survive without S*X?
🦋If your relationship is boring, then you must have S*X?
🦋One of the ways a lady can keep a guy in a relationship is to give him S*X regularly?
🦋The best way to prove love in a relationship is to have S*X?
🦋These are all misconceptions, unless you think otherwise
Surely everyone has their own opinions and point of views the way they see things and what they believe in
We all have different levels of understanding depending on our age and level of maturity
🦋Finally your sexual organ is not where any one should come in and out as if they are visiting the toilet.
Many ladies have become S*x slave all in a bid to keep their boyfriends.
Why should you lose your dignity and pride because of ordinary iPhone?
Don't mistaken S*X for love.
That guy could be sleeping with you 24/7 but he might not love you.
He is just in love with what is under your pant
So please don't be fooled.
TO WHOM IT MAY
CONCERN
🦋 Amajoy🦋

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Love y'all ❤️

22/07/2020

❤️LOVE~CHANGED~ME❤️

❗❗❗❗❗❗❗

Episode 1️⃣3️⃣

✍ Written ✍
By
⚜️Amajoy⚜️

🎀Jayden's POV🎀

Someone tapped me from behind.
I got frightened.
I gasped
And je**ed.
I turned back abruptly with fear.
Only to see Jay looking at me.
I gave out a sigh of relief.
"I didn't mean to scare you." He said
"Wow, you've got a critical case, you get scared of any little thing?
I can't help but pity you, your case is really serious and heart touching." He said.
I looked at him
I was so pi**ed
Very much annoyed 😠 😠
I didn't say a thing
I was just there standing
Staring at him
What he said pierced me.
It pierced through my heart.

How could he say that.
Who his he
What the f**k is he
Why does he keep making me feel hopeless.
What does he know
He knows nothing about me
He doesn't
So all that happened was because he pitys me
Me, right here
I was having thoughts of us being together and all that
Little did I know that this.
All these were because he pitied me.
I was so pained and hurt.
💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

I shot him a spiteful look before walking away.
I could hear his footsteps behind me
He was trying to meet up with me.
He rushed to me and stood in front of me.
I turned left and walked away
Still he followed me.
He came to stand in front of me
And said.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
I didn't say a thing
I was looking straight into his eyes.
When he said that
I could see care,
Care!
What care
Of course you'd care about someone you pity won't you?
I was about to walk away.
He came closer to me
He was about to hold my hands.
I raised my hands up.
"Don't You dare!."
I said
"Don't touch me." I said walking away.
I stopped and turned back
"Please stay away from me, please. " I said and walked away.

🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋

I was walking down the corridor
I really don't remember this place.
"Hy." Someone said.
I looked back to see a pretty girl.
She was obviously my age mate.
"Hy." I replied.
"You're new here?" She asked.
Me new?
Im not
I just had problem with remembering the school surroundings
It would be a waste of time to Start explaining so I just....
I nodded.
"Awwwn that's nice." She said smiling at me.
I managed to smile back at her.
"What grade.?" She asked me.
"Grade six." I replied.
"Wow that's nice, you're in my class."
"Yeah." I said.
"Let's go then, let me take you there." She volunteered smiling.
I smiled back and said
"Thanks."
"A pleasure." She replied.

"By the way am Juliet and you are.?" She asked.
"Am Jayden." I replied.

"Nice to meet you Jayden." She said as we walked.
I smiled.

She smiled.

Few minutes later we got to a classroom.
"We are just in time for music class." She whispered.
"I'd be right there, if you need my help, don't hesitate to call me Jayden." She said pointing to a set of chair and tables.
"Sure
Thanks again Juliet." I said.
She smiled and walked to her seat.

I saw an empty seat
As I took a step forward everyone, there were looking at me.
Everyone, their gazes were on me.
I was nervous
You how it feels to be in a new surrounding with everyone looking at you, expecting you to make a mistake? that was how I felt.

I took a deep breath and took a step forward.
Then it became easy
I walked to the empty seat and I dropped my bag and I sat down.
I looked left
Two boys were on a seat
I looked right, a boy and a girl.
Obviously it was two on a seat.
I prayed no one comes to sit with me
Or I hope I wasn't on someone's else seat.
That would be embarrassing.

Few minutes later
I was forgotten and every one continued with what they were doing.
Talking, reading, playing, laughing, running around.

I shook my head and closed my eyes.
I brought out a shade and I put it on.
The sun was penetrating me.
"Newbie must b a nerd." Someone said and
Half of the class laughed.

Someone come to my seat.
And immediately I looked up.
It was Jay again.
What was he doing here.
I thought he had his own school.
Why does he have to be attending mine
Or that was even his school right from the beginning.
It's always him
All the time!
This events I wouldn't consider them to be coincidences.

I looked at him
And looked away.
I brought out a book from my bag and ignored him.

Thank God he didn't say a word.
I made up my mind to act as if he wasn't there
Or as if I did not know him.

To be continued 🦋🦋

Stay tuned for episode 1️⃣4️⃣

⚜️Amajoy ⚜️

18/07/2020

❤️ LOVE~CHANGED~ME❤️

🔮 Jay vs Jay🔮

🖋Written by 🖋
Amajoy 💎

Episode9️⃣
💖 Jayden's POV💖

"Am Jay and you?." He asked me.
I stood there staring at him for a minute or so
What's this?
Who is this,?
And why am I feeling so nervous and uneasy around him.
"Excuse me." He said breaking the silence.
I looked at him again and walked away.
I went to the cafeteria.
To get something to eat,I was hungry.
Earlier Miss Charlotte showed me around the institution
So it wasn't hard for me to locate the cafeteria.
I walked to the cafeteria.
Someone tapped my shoulder from behind.
And what's this again.
Why is he following me.
"What is it this time, stay away from me please!" I said as I turned back to look at the person that tapped me.
It wasn't Jay,I thought it was Jay.
It was Mr Wayne.
I felt excited to see him.
He was smiling
"Hello Mr Wayne." I said smiling too.
He stopped smiling and sighed.
He looked like he was about to say something so painful.
I could see the hurt in his eyes.
Uhmm, what did I do?
I said something wrong?
Oh,oh,
"I meant hello dad." I said trying to figure out what went wrong.
He didn't say anything.
He just stood there staring at me.
I started feeling bad.
Obviously he was going through this because of me.
But it wasn't my fault though.
I lost my memory.
💞💞💞💞

"Yum,uhhm am sorry da....d,am just not used to this,I don't remember a thing.
Just some time I'd get used to it." I said hugging him.
He hugged me back
"Jay, we've got to talk.
I also need to show you something." He said.
"Ok fine." I replied.
"Where are we going?" I asked as we walked through the exit.
"You'd get to know soon.'" He said.
"Wow! Am permitted to leave the institution, that's so cool" I said walking behind him.
"Nah, nah only with me okay? You won't try to leave the institution on your own will you?. He asked.
"Nope sure,I won't." I said.
We got to his car,
Such a nice car.
He opened the door for me and I got in.
He got in too and drove off .
While he was driving,I was looking out of the window.
Seeing cars, restaurants,bars salon's places,
I don't even remember.
Everything looked strange to me
Except a place,an ice cream shop.
He actually pulled over there.
"Want some ice cream?" He asked.
"Sure dad." I replied.
He left the car.
It was a cool evening.
No bring atmosphere
No fear
No depression
Everything just seemed perfect.
I closed my eyes and smiled.
Few minutes later,dad got in.
"You know what dad." I began.
"Yeah?" He said.
"I kinda remember this place." I said
I remember,it feels so familiar.
"Yeah, you your mom and me, we do come over here every Sundays." He stopped.
"Oh I knew it, did you just say mom?" I asked.
He nodded.
"I've got a mom?" I asked
He nodded again.
Kept his eyes fixed on the road.
"Wow wow"
",And she didn't come visit me for a day?
"Why haven't I seen her dad?" I asked.
"Jay!" he shouted.
"Stop,just stop ok?
We'd talk about this later." He snapped.
"No offense ok ok." I said.
"Am sorry ok? This is not the perfect time to talk about her." He sniffed.
"Okay if you say so." I said finally.
💙💙💙💙

We got to an hospital and he parked.
We got down.
"Why....." I said getting cut off by him.
"No more questions,please Jay
Please you'd get to know why soon." He said.
"Okay...." I said
He led the way, seeing different faces that I don't know, it felt uncomfortable.
"Wait here he said."
I nodded.

Figured why he was acting weird.
He went over to a female,she was on a surgeon Coat.
They said one or two things and dad came back
"Let's go" he said and I followed him
We got to a room,one of the hospitals room precisely
"Your brother is over there" he said.
"What?, What brother? I asked.
"No Jay, don't ask,I'd explain later, just do what I ask for now." He said.
I went over to an incubator.
I could see him.
He was so tiny and cute.
Dad came over
He was crying.
I hugged him.
"Dad it's fine, we'd be fine." I said.
I hugged him
"I've got to take you back to the Institution,our time is up" He said.
"No dad, you've got to talk to me you promised dad." I said resisting.
"Yes jay but this isn't the right time, I'd tell you later I've got to take you back." He said
I was weak already so tired.
I didn't argue again
I just nodded and gave in
Dad walked to him in the incubator and muttered some words
Then he came back to me.
"We are good to go Jay. " He said and led the way.
We got out of the hospital
To his car, I stumbled.
"Jay, are you ok?" He asked.
I wasn't feeling okay, I felt so weak and uncomfortable.
I didn't respond at first
Dad carried me and was taking me back to the hospital.
I didn't want that
The last thing I want right now is to be treated this way.
"Dad, dad" I called.
"Jay, yes Jay." He responded.
"Am fine dad, I guess am not just use to this atmosphere just take be back, not to the hospital please. " I pleaded.
"You're sure?" He asked looking worried.
"Yes am fine." I said.
He carried be back to the car and dropped me at the back seat.
He got in and drove off
Few minutes later I felt much better.
I groaned and yawned
"Jay" dad called
"Yeah dad?." I said
"You cool?." He asked
"Super cool." I replied.
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I was thinking about alot of things
Why dad behaves so weird anything I bring mom up.
I just wondered what was wrong.
" I wonder how mom looks like" I said out loud, dad didn't respond.
"Oh, dad I saw you and me in a picture in my bathroom and a woman too"
"Is she mom?. " I asked
He didn't reply too.
"Alright alright am gonna get some sleep" I announced.

", Okay" He said faintly.

Few minutes later he was still driving
I was still thinking.
"Jay" he called
I didn't reply
"Sleeping already? " I didn't reply too
"Jay your mom was a beautiful and inspiring woman and you look so much like her" he muttered to his self.
But I heard it.
I heard it all.
"I hope I'd get to see her soon" I said to myself.

And I slept off.
"Jay, jay" that woke me up.
I opened my eyes to see dad and I smiled

"We are back." He said.
I nodded, I came out.
"Let's go in" he said.
"No dad, it's fine just go home and get some rest am fine." I said.
"You're sure? " he asked.
"Super sure dad, moreover we've got securities so am fine." I assured
"Okay then, I love you jay. " He said hugging me.
"I love you too dad." I replied.
"Go in" He said.
I nodded and waved.

I walked away into the institution
I stopped and looked back.
He drove out already.

I walked inside we got securities everywhere.
I was glad no one came over to take me to my room like an infant.
All I wanted was to be treated like a normal child.

I smiled as what dad said about mom came to my mind.
"Your mom was a beautiful and inspiring woman and look so much like her" I repeated to myself.

Hold on 😮 😮
Dad said "was"
He didn't make use of "is"
Does that mean mom is late.
Nope that can't be maybe
I didn't hear him well
I said smiling.
"Wow you've got a great smile." A voice said
LO and behold it was Jay
I didn't see him coming
I didn't reply, I just continued walking.
"You're ignoring me? " He asked.
I didn't want to talk
I hate it when people pester me
And that's what he is doing
Maybe or maybe not
"Jay he is just being nice to you " a voice rang in my head.
I don't think so
"Hello!" He said trying to touch me.
"Hey don't, don't you dare touch me, I don't know what or who you are and why you keep appearing in my best moments but please stay away from me." I snapped
And walked away leaving him transfixed.
I got to my to my room and shut the door.
I sat on the bed and felt bad about what I said to him
Was I being too hard?
Was I harsh?
Well I don't know!
I said as sleeping came to me
I was so tired and weak
Sweet and tempting.

I slept off

To be continued ☀️

Stay tuned for episode 1️⃣0️⃣
By 7pm as usual

What's wrong with jay??
Why is he pushing him away?
Well find out in the next episode

☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️
🔱 Amajoy🔱

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