Justice For Amanda M. Benson

Justice For Amanda M. Benson We are here to inform the public of the mishandling of the investigation into the death of Amanda M. Benson.

One of the memorials set up in the house of AmandaWe talk about her and discuss her Transition in a healthy way.And we t...
02/28/2022

One of the memorials set up in the house of Amanda
We talk about her and discuss her Transition in a healthy way.
And we talk about alot of these types of things.
We don't have the luxury of not.
We watched lovely bones this weekend and it helped the kids a bit I think to watch it. They commented about understanding the movie. And feeling a conection.
If you haven't sent it's a good movie.

Forever young Forever Beautiful
02/05/2022

Forever young
Forever Beautiful

About Amanda's unconditional love for me and how Im using it to help me and others In grief.
11/05/2021

About Amanda's unconditional love for me and how Im using it to help me and others In grief.

Had long talks with this lady she lost alot we all have
11/03/2021

Had long talks with this lady she lost alot we all have

I love you Amanda and I thank God for you I hope you can see what your unconditional love is doing for many other people...
11/02/2021

I love you Amanda and I thank God for you I hope you can see what your unconditional love is doing for many other people. Your face makes people stop and read when they ready words are resenateing and others find
A answer in grief that's sounds comforting and it's because of you. You had so much inside of you and you gave it and it is powerful enough to stay. God intended it too and I will keep sharing what your love has done.

Charlie B
10/31/2021

Charlie B

My little girl Brianna
09/10/2021

My little girl Brianna

Finally posting these. My hand writing sucks
05/01/2021

Finally posting these. My hand writing sucks

03/18/2021

So many things have happened to me and I’ve lost a lot.
No matter what I do I get criticized for it. You know what I Struggle
I struggle everyday it takes a lot for me to get thru some days more than others.

I know I have been delivered by God
I saw my prayers answered as I prayed
I saw my prayers to others be answered
I know Gods word does not return empty
I know he has a call on me to serve
God has used me as an instrument since
One thing she don’t want and God didn’t
Send Amanda for me to hate in any way
He didn’t give me a savior like Jesus
For me to hold someone hostage over sin
Or to accuse of things I don’t know of
Remember Jesus died for all our sins
And I can’t and won’t nail Jesus to the cross.
Not after the grace and forgiveness showed to me by God.
Katija Martens and her entire family
I want you to know with everyone as my witness.
IM SORRY PERIOD
it is not my place to judge nor pretend to know or speculate anything.
I pray that God will see you all thru and that
He will use these terrible things afflicted against you and make them a part of a new found strength.
I’m also asking for God to forgive your sins as he did mine. I also pray that if you do not know Jesus that Jesus reveal himself to all of you. I would ask that Jesus come into your hearts and show you he is real.
Katija not all people know me to be a wicked person like you may know me.
I can’t tell you enough or in a way that could ever be good enough to satisfy your disbelief in me.
So I ask that if you can’t believe me...believe in Jesus and what he is capable of.
I have really been lost for a long time I’ve been lucky enough to be blessed and saved by God with Jesus as my savior.
And I wouldn’t dare rob you of your chance to receive this blessing.
We all deserve it.
Also Ramos I want to say I apologize for ever implicating you in any way.
Again a very lost person at the wheel.
I hope all of you can find comfort in Gods grace. I know that we are all deserving of Gods grace and forgiveness.
And I’m not saying that you did anything
Wrong to need forgiveness.
I’m saying let he has not sinned cast the first stone.
I BLAME MYSELF EVERYDAY FOR WHAT HAPPENED TO AMANDA.
Read my letter to her posted here.
I wish my words could really mean anything to you Katija I really do.
But they are the words of a Bum
So just let me say God has his hand in my life and rather than listen to my words.
Trust and believe in my Savior Jesus
And I just can’t hold fake or real sin against Gods people. All people are gods people to me.
So receiving a I’m sorry for something you didn’t do may feel like.
Something that has no meaning at all.
But try to understand it means a lot to me
More than you can ever know
Like my love for Amanda it’s that deep
It’s real and true to me and I hope that you have found comfort to get thru this time and I apologize for making it more difficult
I know believe me how difficult it is and I’ve faced it everyday and I’ve had very little help myself. So I don’t wish how I feel on to anyone absolutely no one.
I’ve come to realize that it is what God intended for me to have NO ONE TO HELP
so that I would turn to him and only him. And when he delivered me I would know it was God who did it.
I’m much stronger because of my struggle and I pray that if your struggle has been long and difficult that the glory for you be all the more glorious.
I mean what I say and it comes from the purest of love that I say it.
To those who want to continue down this path of finger pointing I say to you one thing take a look in the mirror. WHAT DO YOU SEE. and while your at it understand or unfriend me and continue to hate. I’ve tried
My ass off to let go of this from day one but found myself being pulled in by the wrong
Principles. Now I will tell you all that katija is no more responsible if not less responsible than I am for what happened to Amanda. I’m having trouble forgiving myself. I wish I could go back I really do
I think I was to hard on her. I know she needed me to be there for her. I created a resentment in her. She did not believe in me anymore. I didn’t mean for this to happen but it did. I wanted her to get help and I went about it the wrong way. I let what my past experiences with her tell me what to do and it was unsympathetic. To someone who always loved me unconditionally. God put her here for me..her unconditional love left behind faith in myself and confidence
When she died this is what saw me thru. It was her mission for me she had many missions here I hope you know the glorious reason she was in your life and the good you were supposed to get out of that.
I’m suffering for my mistakes. But God didn’t put her here for hate. Not for any of us to hate after she has gone. The best way I can glorify her is to forgive and to live and to serve Gods people let her life grow me in a way that I can help others who feel lost and alone and in despair with the world against them. This is why her love will see me thru so that I can do this cause it is my mission. Her mission was us ALL OF US
I hope you can see that.
So for my part In Her death I wAnt everyone to know I’m sorry. I failed her
She never failed me. I’m sorry Katija
I’m sorry to her people and Amanda and my kids. Ive prayed for God to let me suffer for her and it is not easy for me.

I wrote this to Dj I love her no matter what happens. I think of you everyday I’m sorry I let you down. I’m fighting for...
03/17/2021

I wrote this to Dj I love her no matter what happens. I think of you everyday I’m sorry I let you down. I’m fighting for us all now
God is in my corner and he has delivered me and it’s not because I’m going to lose.
I know it and if you love me he’s hear for you too. He has provided for me a team of great men here on earth and others in heaven. Here it’s Freeway Ministries
God put them here to speak to me.
To be friends In Christ to me. If you believe in Jesus then try to believe in me. Because Jesus is helping me daily.

I wrote this for identical twins for one to give to the other.
03/17/2021

I wrote this for identical twins for one to give to the other.

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