04/06/2024
It’s been a hard few weeks for me, and if I’m being completely honest my family could use some prayer. We have had to come to terms with the sudden and tragic desth if my little brother John Copeland. And although, I have wrestled with posting since the day he was killed, I just couldn’t bring myself to do it until now. The only explanation that even seemed remotely logical to me was this, I simply wasn’t ready to say goodbye, so if I didn’t acknowledge he was gone and make it official on social media for the world to see then maybe just maybe it wouldnt be my new reality.
To live in a world where John no longer exist is unimaginable to say the least. Anyone that knows me knew John! He slept with me until I moved out. I don’t remember doing much of anything without him tagging right along. He even went on a few dates with me. And it wasn’t your typical “ why is your little brother tagging along? No It was quite the opposite in fact everyone fell in love with him, snd insisted he come, and they would take him to fish & hunt. He was the kindest, most generous, & loving boy & man I’ve ever known. Always lifting everyone’s spirits showering us with gifts & compliments. John would literally give a stranger the shoes off his feet, or his last piece of bread he had to eat. And God knows he was definitely a family man, his was so proud of his heritage & his roots ran deep. Frequently speaking if all fond memories he had. Family meant the world to him grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins, parents, nieces, nephews, partners, friends, siblings real, step, or half it didnt matter to him; He loved them all the same, and would defend each and everyone of them until his dying day. Loyal to a fault, he was the best uncle of all!
We may not understand why, but there is a comfort in knowing Johns is finally safe at home for eternity. I have to believe he’s happy, healthy, & at peace singing, & rejoicing with Momma, his Memaws, his dads, & Sckrapoy. John this world will never be the same ill never be the same, but Im thankful your in a better place rest in peace lil bro
Until we meet again! ❤️❤️❤️❤️