10/09/2019
🙌I have got to testify for a minute on how good God is🙌
If you would've told me last year that this baby would be thriving and close to beating FPIES I wouldn't have believed you. 2 whole years of only breastmilk and Elecare formula. The extremely strict diet I had to follow (mostly only fruits and a few veggies) in order to feed her without causing a reaction. The food aversions, the feeding therapies, the weaning, the complete terror and untrust of food. The ER visits, the surgeries, the sleepless nights, the hospitalizations. The tests, the countless needle sticks, the IV's, the weekly doctor and specialist trips (sometimes 5 days a week). The hypovolemic shock, the paleness of her skin, the listlessness of her eyes, the vomiting, the bloody stools, the many many many months of being failure to thrive. We couldn't see past all of that. We had heard others talk about outgrowing FPIES but a part of me thought that would never be her because of all of her other complex issues. I remember moments where I would weep and feel like it would never end.
💞But, God.💞
But God always sent that still small voice to remind me to hold on. To hold all of us in His hands and bring us unimaginable comfort and peace in the scariest moments of our life. I saw Him in her eyes when she was laying in hospital beds with a smile still on her face, completely resilient and strong. He held us all together. He told me to hold on. I held her and knew He was holding us all.
Here we are today, with another FPIES pass. My baby can finally enjoy the simple joy of a handful of fruit loops or cheerios. There is one less thing we have to worry about her coming in contact with. We have one more to trial, rice, and then we can kiss FPIES goodbye.
She still has her struggles, but we have the best specialists and treatments to keep her happy and healthy. She is the strongest person I have ever met. She has taught me so much about strength, positivity, love, and faith. This girl is a testament to God's love and grace. We are elated that today went well.
Thank you all so much for the prayers and calls, texts, messages. We are so lucky to have this support system for her. I know those prayers are working💕