03/23/2021
I don’t take it lightly when I don’t hit my goals
I also learned that I also don’t take it lightly when I do hit my goals.
Imposter syndrome has been the enemy for the last few weeks.
I am constantly filled with abundance yet I do not feel like I can celebrate it or enjoy it. If I do, then it will be ripped from under me. I hate saying that even out loud. To work so hard to get to this point and feel this?
Just know that if you don’t work on yourself, even the most amount of abundance and money can feel like nothing has changed. It is the inner work that counts the most.
The inner child in you carries traumas that hold you back from doing certain things or in my case enjoy certain things. We all go through some kind of trauma. It is our responsibility to work with it to understand and do better.
Today I wrote down all the abundance that has found it’s way to me. Turns out there’s much more to celebrate than I thought. I forgive myself for not knowing any better, I forgive myself so I can move forward and enjoy the moments I work hard for, I forgive myself so the next milestone can also impact and teach others to do the same as well.
When in doubt, write it out.